....nothin now seem's worth livin for.....i've lost the will to live.no one can save me now from my self....i've got nothing left to keep me togather...i can't feel nothin!!i feel like am dead from with in ....seem's that i can't find a reason for my livin .....all what i had was a shatterd pieces of dead memories of a good time......now it's gone..why?!!!i don't know why?all i know now is that i feel nothin.....i feel so lost....so numb....so alone...so sad...it seem's that i become everything i was afraid of before!!!!a lonely sad broken without a soul ......i alwayes wonder what's the point of my life?why am i so rejected even by my own family?it seem's that am not ment to be loved.....not ment to be good at anything.....it's the truth....i feel like am worthless......cut off and aloned by the people i am close to....thise pain wont go.....am dying...from with in.....am bleeding .....but the blood is my non-feelings that i no longer have.....am screaming for help ......but no one can hear my silent scream.....so sick and tired of livin........maybe after all....everyone how said to me **which you were dead.....why can't you go and kill yourself.....everyone hate's you....we are so sick of you and your shit....fuck you to hell***they were right ....i died the worst death at all.....am dead from with in....i 'm so lost .............got nothin more to say.....just all i want is peace.....my life is a livin hell....i want to die.
