Here i am givin up hope ...as i use to do so many times.....it seem's like the only thing am good at...givin up..after all it's true.....they were right when they said that to me....after all they know me better than anyone else....they have been with stuck with for a long time ...my hole life they were with me....they said a lot of things to me...they just said the truth..of how much of a Fuck UP i am.....how much of Worthless i am.....how much i end up screwing everything around me...even when i try to do a good thing...i alwayes end up screwing it one way or another........they were right when they said to me that i am good at nothing....how much of a Useless i am....how much they wanted me dead so many times.......how much of Unwanted Waisted Damn Looser....who's life doesn't matter....who's life is so fake .....who's life is so damn full of shit...emptyness...the only thing i can do for the best of all is me dead...all i do is bring mess and problems to the people around me......i am a mess....if you knew you'll sure hate me....i suck at everything...my life now realy seem's pointless....all i do is screwing my life and everyone life around me....i don't deserve life......i am more dead than alive.....got nothing left for to keep me from killing my selfe .....what's the point of my life !!! tell me?...i should've died a long time ago.....it's the most thing hoped by all the people i know...just want to tell you ....i'll relive you from the screw up who's me.....from the worst thing you know in your life who's me......i hate my self.....i hate my life....all what i want is death...and now i think i'll have it.
